A lot of people are annoying me at the moment.
The worst part of it is, I have no idea why. It's just like, I've gotten to this stage where I don't really care if all those meaningless people hang around with me anymore. Now that I think about it, that's probably why I don't go to the law library anymore. I've been there for an hour so far, and I was hiding in a corner and correcting homework.
I actually thought people would care about my existence more once uni started up again.
In keeping with my recent predictions, these ones were completely WRONG.
A lot of my close friends have made an attempt to find me. I appreciate it more than I'll probably ever let you know. Publicly at least. I remember that, and I will act accordingly. I don't forget kindness.
As for others. Well, I can't say it's completely unexpected. 99% of the time I'm the one organising things anyway. And, being completely brutally honest, which I supposedly am most of the time anyway, I haven't inflated my ego so far as to believe that I actually matter in these people's lives all that much.
Again, I will act accordingly. I'm really sick of being nice to people. You give a little, people take a bit more. Again and again. Never give any back. I guess I'm just sick of being used. I'm not even offended at people not talking to me anymore. Because I know as soon as they do, they'll probably want something from me.
If there's one thing in life I can never get over, it's people that treat people that are better than them like demi-gods, and then treating people that are actually good to them like dirt. I think it's because I'm usually in the treating people nice category.
Anyway, apart from that, uni's been fairly good so far. I've been getting a fair few phone calls and stuff. Obviously not from the aforementioned dodgy people, but from people that matter. Also, I seem to have built a better raport with Irene. She was always an awkward one for me to deal with, but I've finally found the awesome person that I think I subconsciously knew was there all along. I guess it's also to do with me becoming a better person also.
I've been driving and carpooling her. Driving is surprisingly awesome. Like, I caught the bus today, and man was it annoying. Late, hot, slow and overcrowded.
Speaking of overcrowded, I've never seen uni so packed before. Ever. I swear they're taking more students.
More on the Sydney trip later. Ceebs right now.
Word of the Day: Annoyed
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