Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Thinking

I think that I need to improve as a person (again).

I think that I give off a very stand-offish, hard-to-impress vibe.

I think I've already made big leaps with my cutting back of sarcastic (but witty) remarks.

I think I need to be funnier.

I think I need to learn to laugh more.

I think that I operate better when people initiate conversation with me, because I get the feeling that they're interested in talking to me. It also gives me more to talk to them about, instead of brickwalling.

I think I need to learn to talk about things that other people talk about and understand, and not just things that I understand.

I think that the only solution, apart from changing me, is to find people who understand what I'm talking about.

I think there is a very slim chance of this happening, as people who I want to talk to and I think would be on the same wavelength aren't interested. Or at least I think so. Maybe they too give off this stand-offish vibe, because they are so much like me.

I think I have compassion, which is probably the only thing going for me. It seems too much to ask for care to be reciprocated when you care for someone. That just seems to be the way the world works these days. Take all you can, give as little back as possible.

I think that sometimes it hurts, so much that you want to cry, but won't, because there seems to be nothing to cry for.

Or maybe I just think too much.

Word of the Day: Thinking

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